"remember me"
1 year ago
An archive of Becky's drawings
After I took my awful Qualifying Exam in January, I went to Atlantic City to blow off some steam and forget all 2,000 of the images I had just memorized. That night, my man friend and I ended up in a casino bar with several nearly nude ladies dancing on platforms. I found them oddly fascinating, and I'm not exactly sure why, but the whole scene was very grotesquely mesmerizing in a sad and beautiful way. This painting was made in response to that evening. Partially inspired by Milton Glaser's psychadelic Dylan poster from the '60s (see below). Acrylic and metallic craft paint with Sharpie on canvas, 16x20.
A still from a film by Stan Brakhage, "Window Water Baby Moving," an experimental short film showing the birth of Brakhage's first child in all its gory glory. Believe it or not, this still is from before the baby was born. I was lucky enough to walk in with my dinner just as the baby's head was "crowning..." Blargh! Au revoir, appetite! Anywho his films are full of rapid, jarring cuts that make you feel as if you're having a seizure. I found this still by careful pausing. Staedtler pen, watercolor, and pencil on paper.
This is a drawing I made about a year ago after seeing the Godard film, "Vivre sa vie." It shows the scene where Anna Karina is watching the silent film about "Jeanne d'Arc" and as the woman on screen starts crying, Anna starts crying too. I included this with my drawing of Debbie Reynolds (Singing in the Rain) and Karen Black (Five Easy Pieces) in my "Women Crying" series that was in my friend Molly's exhibit two weeks ago. I will post images of the 3 together in a bit. This drawing was created with black Staedtler pigment liners on sketchbook paper.
Hmmm...where to begin? I started drawing a figure, only having a vague idea of what I was doing. I wanted to make a weird lanky female with really long, blonde hair, and I wanted to keep the composition really simple. I decided I would use only a few colors - pale yellow for hair, pale purple for the body, and either light gray or white in the background. But somewhere along the way I turned the figure into what now appears to be a male with an incredibly long forehead wearing a sleeping bag and walking on a green pasture with the pattern of my pajama pants in the background...hmmm....I changed the colors of the arms from a dark maroon color to the current teal/blue and also added the harlequin-like diamond pattern in select areas.
My roomie received some weird Crayola paper and markers for Christmas - I believe they're called "Explosive Color" - because the marker reacts with the special paper in a way that makes it look extra bright, almost like poster paint. I made this weird little drawing last night, just messing around with the markers...

Top drawing is various pencils and watercolor, bottom drawing is Sharpie marker and gouache. Maybe my next serious should be crying men in film...